And off again! My mood sings are violent. Too much for anyone's liking. Currently following a "Fuck it" attitude. Not giving a damn about anything and anyone. Yes. Saifi is off my mind for the time being. It's been almost 40 hours since I text-ed her. That's a considerable amount of time of staying away at this point of my relationship with her. I miss her. But the thing is I want her to miss me. That would be like a win-win situation for me. I'm just so done with expecting things. Suhita and Rakshita say- It's high time you let her know and bring an end to the misery you are giving to yourself. Perhaps right. But somewhere on the back of my mind, I fear the ending. But how bad can it be,right? I've decided to put an end to this after the exams. Yes. And ending to this painful days perhaps. Or it may get worse...